i kinda wondered off by myself for a bit, as i usually do.
i just sat for ages, thinking. about everything.
i mean, what else is there to do at a deserted beach?
anyway, i was sitting there and i had planned out like, three different kinds of blogs to write.
i kept saying them over and over in my head, because i knew i was going to forget them.
now i sit here, at my computer, with no recollection of what i was thinking. all i remember is little points here and there. like how when i draw lines in the sand, and the ocean comes up and washes it away, but the sand still maintains that slight ripple in itself, how that's sort of a metaphor for how no matter how hard we try to make a difference to ourselves, or in a community, it won't have a big enough impact to make everyone you want see it. just a few people that you don't even know. another was something like how when we're standing in the ocean, and the waves come flying towards us, it hits us. we change that wave for a split moment. it breaks apart to go around us. it made me think that sometimes when there's a problem or something that you know there's no way in hell you can avoid, you just need to let it hit you, because sooner or later, it's going to be okay. and everything's going to be back to normal, well as normal as normal as can. i don't know, i guess when i'm driving around later it'll hit me then i'll come back to write it, and i'll forget it again.
dammit, where's my note book!
i just sat for ages, thinking. about everything.
i mean, what else is there to do at a deserted beach?
anyway, i was sitting there and i had planned out like, three different kinds of blogs to write.
i kept saying them over and over in my head, because i knew i was going to forget them.
now i sit here, at my computer, with no recollection of what i was thinking. all i remember is little points here and there. like how when i draw lines in the sand, and the ocean comes up and washes it away, but the sand still maintains that slight ripple in itself, how that's sort of a metaphor for how no matter how hard we try to make a difference to ourselves, or in a community, it won't have a big enough impact to make everyone you want see it. just a few people that you don't even know. another was something like how when we're standing in the ocean, and the waves come flying towards us, it hits us. we change that wave for a split moment. it breaks apart to go around us. it made me think that sometimes when there's a problem or something that you know there's no way in hell you can avoid, you just need to let it hit you, because sooner or later, it's going to be okay. and everything's going to be back to normal, well as normal as normal as can. i don't know, i guess when i'm driving around later it'll hit me then i'll come back to write it, and i'll forget it again.
dammit, where's my note book!
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